It's been a month.....

Well....it's definitely been almost a month since I posted last. I don't have a lot of time to post right now. But I'll sum up what's been going on. I'm suffering with postpartum depression/baby blues. Whatever you wanna call it. I have an appointment to finally see a Dr about it on Wednesday. Sadly that was the only time she could squeeze me in. :( I guess I've waited this long, I can wait longer. *sigh* It makes thins very difficult. I have good days. Like yesterday was a GREAT day! And today fairly good. Yesterday I didn't feel like crying not once. Today, I feel on the verge of tears for no particular reason. Anyways....it makes it hard to function being a mother and wife. I feel so needy right now. I keep reminding myself that it's not my fault. This is what happens when you have a baby sometimes. So....anyways, that's all I have time to write. Hopefully I'll have more free time soon-ish!